bittersoursweet!

haha.
it's school hols~
haiya..
most of my frens are getting bored wif diz hols.
hahaha~
what went wrong??
maybe...too long la..
me too~
getting bored n bored with this oliday.
but, there are also too many works to do...but~
KEMALASAN melanda~
usually, i will be in 'alam maya' with one of my seniors, but tonite he can't. hohohhohoh
so...............
hahahahaa~
so, sesaje jela.
nk menyingkap kenangan di IPBA.
hahahaha~~
i juz wanna share with u wut did i learn n got from IPBA

orientation

a very hard tyme.
wohh..
nak2 lagi aku sebilik ngan seorang yg paymes gle waktu orientasi.
mau nknye.
skali ngan aku paymes *ececeececee..poyo jerk~*
act, asenye, that was a really really bad and hard tyme.
hahahahaa~~
pembulian secara halus!
hahha~
but, the sweet moment was on da last day.
da 1st tyme i've met Dr. Sofi(our Director) n kebetulan da MPPs wanted to celebrate his bufday.
x ingt la yg ke berapa.
lpas je dr orientasi, trus sy demam.
haha~

pengajaran dan pembelajaran

waaaa~
ini yg sebetulnye.
i really salute lah lecturers di sni.
waaaa...
they are very nice n frenly.
the p&p period were very good.
mule mule dtg IPBA, msuk klas, smue snyap.
hahahaa~
malu malu r lg..[including me]
then, mule lah tnjuk belang sane sini.
blaja bgai nk gile..pdhal exam xde pown..[yeke??!!]
tp, we worked for the homeworks and assignments given.
waaaa~
ase mcm cincai gle bwat [especially ss]
adoi.
idky it should be like that.
x ckup mase or x ckup bhn?
i think, x ckup usaha kowt.
hurm.
taun dpn kna ubah lah.
hohohohhohoo~~

classmates + rumates + frens + seniors

waaaaaaaaaaaaa~
they are really awesome!
hahahaa~
syg sngt pd mereka.
sngt sngt.
they are really frenly, helpful, n kdg kdg annoying gak.
hahahahahaa~
well...
although sume kwn kwn baru, i can get along with all of them.
act, they are really good.
mntak maap siap siap seandainya sy pernah x suke korang sblom knal korang kay! (certain jew)
act, biasalah..gosip, everywhere!
n sy terpedaya sket sket la.
but, smuanya bagus okay!
trima kaseh ats bantuan anda slma neyh.
klu ade terksr bhsa, bergarau ksr, mnykitkan aty kew..
maaf byk byk.
sy hny insan biasa..insyaAllah akan memperbaiki dri sy..
ke arah yg lbeyh baek okay!
thanx ea 4 being my very fanstastic frens.

bitter.
pnah satu ari, tetibe sy kne mrh ngan lect.
ats bkn my fault.
but, other.
hurh~
sehari sy bermasam muka.
mmg bengang sngt sngt!!
abeh smue org kne mrh ngan sy.
adoi.
maaf la..[classmates especially]
emosi amat amat terganggu.
EI ntah ke mana waktu tersebut.
maaf maaf maaf!

...to my besties...

shima- sorry r. klu pnah wat ko sakit aty....
iqa - bankerku! aku ade utang ark?? xde an..
my - hurm. bestie. :) syg kamu~
hana - taun dpan, ko kne rileks sket. hahhaa~ oke???
syame - thanx la. byk membantu sy!
mirul - er. ko mate duitan. kdg2,loveable je. kdg2, evil nk mati. hahahaha! kidding bro!
ammar - woit~ taun dpn jgn nk mnggelabah lbeyh oke.abeh laptop kesayangan.

oke.
f5.
sufi, shima, hana, myciara n iqa.
kami slalu bersama, berlima.
adoi.
smpai si syamer ckp ktorang geng power rangers.
yg seniors of blok 4 plak, 'funtastic 5'
bungik la dorang neyh.
ntah pape je...
pape jela.
we don't care n we don't want to care about it!
trime kasih la kasik name kt ktorang.
hahahahaa~~

seniors.
mmg awesome.
byk membantu.
thanx ea!
:)
[sdeyh plak..senior tesl nk fly..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!]
nk say thanx to Kak Aliaa yg cumel n rock n Kak Munirah..:)


love crush or adore crush??? [wujud kew adore crush????]

haha.
menarik menarik.
idky i fall in love wif him. *alalalalaa*
maybe he is too smart[otaknye gelige sngt2].
n, he is paymes too.
haiya~
tidak bule menahan la org paymes paymes neyh.

~cherite sebaleknye~
but i think, he is a very weird person la.
pelik gle~
ntah, maybe weird 4 me jew kowt.
i don't know him much.
err..pelik lah.
kejap mesra oke je, kjap snyum pown x nk.
aish.
ape ke peliknye manusie mcm nie.
kdg kdg deep in my heart, sy nk je jeling balek kt dye.
but, i remembered wut my senior said, 'api klu dibalas ngan api, x mnjadi.kna bls ngan air. adik kne la jadik air tue'
hurh.
takpe takpe.
sy sabar okay.
jelinglah kamu smpai juling.
maybe he wanted to avoid me ke..ape ke.
ape ape jela.
so, now, no love crush anymore.
adore pown dah x brape.
sbb, i hate this.
terase gle woh klu dpt jelingan dye. [ase nk sepak sepak muke dye..biar xde muke]
ngan org laen dye baek jew. [even ngan seniors]
ape dye ingt sy robot kew?
nk jeling jeling??!! sepak ko kang!
ko jgn harap aku pndang muke ko agy taun dpn.
biar ko mati dlm idup aku..
[wohh..ayat gile kejam]
so, bagus jgakla dya x lyn sy.
x nk terlalai oke.
Thanx Allah~
~u made me realise...the real matter y i came to IPBA~

surat kpd si dia...
so, ape nk wat ngan ko next year?

~x nk tgk muke ko agy~
~wat wat mcm ko x wjud~
~klu aku bule sepak ko, aku tingin jugak nk wat demikian~
~mntak mntak xde urusan lngsung ngan ko next year~
~benci ko~
~aku really tingin nk sepak trjang ko skrg~
~x yah tyg muke ko dpn aku~
~ko mmg slalu wat aku maki ko dlm aty, so ko buat aty aku itam..sbb aku mencarut byk~
~eii..klu aku nmpak muke ko, ase mcm nk amek pistol tmbak tpat kt muke ko~
~ko wat aku btol btol btol nyampah kt ko~
~nape aku nympah ko??~
~sbb, ko mcm bu**.org laen ko baek je.mcm cikadak r ko.ngan aku, jeling.ko ingt lwa r~
~ko x knal aku lg.yg sebenarnye aku.leyh jadik kwn yg baek, musuh yg baek juga~
~pergi~

oke.abeh sesi luahan rase x puas aty sy kpd insan bernama lelaki ini.

act, recently, sy berada di alam maya bersama seorang senior.
wa..beliau..
rahsie.
byk ilmu yg dipelajari drpd beliau sbnarnya.
mungkin, pngetahuan sy yg sngt sedikit nk dibandingkan ngan beliau.
trima kseh, syukran, danke, muchas gracias and thanx sy ucapkan kpd beliau.
sngt baek [ kekadang jahat..haha!]
byk yg beliau berkongsi ngan sy.
adoi.
beliau mnyedarkan sy apa tujuan sy di atas dunia ini.
atas nasihat yg berguna.
sbg yg lbeyh dewasa n lbeyh berpengalaman.
hurm.
penghargaan terlalu tggi buwat beliau.
hny mampu dibalas ngan ucapan 'syukran!!!'

sbnarnye, sy rindu IPBA.
tp, when i reached IPBA, i miss my home.
hahaha!
ape la nk jadik ngan NURULSUFI KAMARUDIN neyh.
alahai.
smpai sni saja.
puas aty dpt membebel kt blog neyh.
hahahaa~

salam, tc...~