NEVER take for granted of everything that appears in our life.

salam my heart and everyone who are willing to read my nonsense writing. actually,the thing that triggers my mood to write for tonite is a post from a friend (not actually friend) in UM, a very strong person i reckon.

in her post,it is stated that she just lost her best friend(a guy),and feeling guilty on his death.

the story of this tragic death began after solat jumaat. the allahyarham was rushing going back to his dorm,remembering of his promise with one of her girlfriends to go out to mid valley. he left her hp and wallet in his room. unluckily, the room was locked by his roomate. he decided to climb through the wall,and he didn't wear his spectacles. couldn't control himself,then he fell down from the fifth floor. and he died...innalillah~

in meanwhile i was reading the post,suddenly i feel that my heart sank to the deepest level. o ya Allah,i know You want to test Your true believers. o ya Allah,please strengthen our hearts,our souls so we will be in the right path. the path that You provide for us. the best way that You show to us.

actually,i was about to cry when reading her post. ya Allah,sedihnya~ a big lost in our life,when the people we love,we care are not in front of our eyes anymore. oh sedihya hati,ralatnya jiwa.
and the most important thing, we are not there when he/she needs us. during the last breath of him/her,we were not there to listen to his last word. to listen to his/her almost soundless voice. o ya Allah!

yesterday,he ( i use 'he' instead of he/she) stood, and smiled at us. his smile,can take us to another planet. o ya Allah! thank you for this friend. yesterday,he motivated us, not to give up easily. yesterday,he said he will make sure that we will success in our life. yesterday,he promised to accompany us study,make sure we will not repeat the paper.

today,he lies on the ground,his face is covered by his own blood on the rainy day. o ya Allah,and we were not there.

semoga roh allahyarham berada dalam perlindunganNya. amin...

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*this post is based on someone's post.u can read from the link above*.

jealous

actually,i'm stuck with the essay.
so,i'm here.

jealous.
extremely.
sbb senior da nk fly.
and i've read a note about advices from a senior (she's staying in UK, I reckon)
via fb notes.
about how is life going there.
ermm.
jealous.
extremely.

takpela,rezeki masingmasing kan...

vampires versus dreams

well.do u hv any idea what i'm gonna post this time? huu.basically,all bout 2 movies that i watched last week with my buddy,Farah.

well. eclipse - 4/10inception - 9/10
y? because eclipse has too many romance scenes. i didn't expected to watch a love movie but i expected that the movie has many conflicts. haiyaaa!~

but,i love Jacob and Jasper!

inception - too many conflicts. until i couldn't understand the story line.peningpening! but,rating 9.3. (^_^)

Eclipse. (^_^)

oh.he's so cute! don't you think so?

vampire. Jasper. (~.^)

the real Eclipse!

one of the scenes.

i like New Moon rather than Eclipse.

Jacob. (~.^)

the first. Twilight. quite boring~

love,

never say never

Justin Bieber
[featuring Jaden Smith]

Never say never (never never never)
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up
Pick it up, pick, pick, pick it up

You see I never thought that I could walk through fire
I never thought that I could take a burn
I never had the strength to take it higher
Until I reached the point of no return

And there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
It's my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)

I never thought that I could feel this power
I never thought that I could feel this free
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea

Cuz there's just no turnin back
When your heart's under attack
Gonna give everything I have
Cuz this is my destiny

I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Here we go
Guess who
J Smith and JB
uh huh
I got you lil' bro
I can handle him
Hold up, I, I can handle him
Now he's bigger than me, taller than me
And he's older than me, and stronger than me
And his arms are little bit longer than me
But it ain't on a JB song with me
I be tryna chill
They be tryna side with the thrill
No pun intended was raised by the power of will
Like Luke with the force if push comes to shove
Like Kobe with the fourth, ice water with blood (Let's go!)
I gotta be the best
And yes we're the flyest
Like David and Goliath
I conquered the giant
So now I got the world in my hand
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land

Yeah
I will never say never (I will fight)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never

Never say never

I will never say never (never say never)
I will fight till forever (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down
I will not stay on the ground
Pick it up, pick it up
Pick it up, pick it up (up up up...)
And never say never (ne-never say never, never say it x3)
And never say never (ne-never say never x3)
And never say never

i just found this song.
this is awesome!
the combination of 2 J's
JB and J Smith.
well done!

inspiration!