a bit of freedom

it is holiday season. yeah, isn't that terrific? away from IPBA and its rules for about three weeks. away from colleagues or a term which i prefer, 'friends'.

 it is the moment i am free to do anything that i really love. perfect time to purchase some new novels, reading up friends' entries, watching movies,eating homemade food *of course the best cooking in the world,which is mum's cooking*, meeting siblings, lying on the bed at all time, cycling, tweet and of course the list goes on. not to mention, a perfect time to reflect everything that i have gone through and done at IPBA. both academically and personal things. academically, i guess everything went fine except for my Classroom Management component. a bit tough. assignment didn't go well. am quite upset about that. nothing new on personal side. more mature, i guess? hihihi !

a month ++ to go before Ramadhan approaches. can't wait. Allahumma baariklana fii rajabin wa sya'baana wa ballighna ramadhaan.Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, berkatilah kami pada bulan Rejab dan Syaaban dan sampaikan (hidupkan) kami ke bulan (sehingga) Ramadhan. ameen.

on other unrelated topic. holiday = weddings. happy marriage and congratulations ! :)

maybe that's all for this time update. bye !

before the sun goes down.

so before the sun goes down, i'd like to put few words here.

KOT has been done, so chin up to Blue / Laksamana warriors. thanks to mama Madam Z . gila semangat. :)

few hurtful things have happened and i don't like it.

mmg cuaca pun sangat tak best sbb hujan most of the times. the same thing happened recently. makin dewasa makin serabut pulak rasa.

hmmm. nothing more.

random post.

been very busy these few past weeks. such hell weeks. balik class bukak lappie buat tutorial buat assignment. sent off stupid rejected drafts to lecturers and had extra lectures.

BIG was a good shot. but well well well.

SBE was a good one too. rasanya lagi best duduk di sekolah compared to belajar di IPBA. so, i told my mum;

"mak, IPBA bores me. sekolah is the best place for me. yeah, actually i don't to go back."

she smiled. and my dad interrupted our sweet mother-daughter conversation.

"abeh, mcm mana nak mengajaq kalau tak belajaq. belajaq mmg susah."

i just smiled. malas nak argue lagi. if only he knew my super boring life at IPBA, i bet he will just agree with me.

so, i met 4 new friends during SBE. 4 trainee teachers form IPDA. (IPG Darulaman) which is located at Jitra. they are all four grown men. 2 ustazs and 2 science teachers. practicum teachers, 3rd year. so it was super awkward when i didnt have any SBE friends yet i met 4 practicum teachers. they were nice, but what i've been informed is that they are the best students at IPDA. heeee. i didnt have the chance to sembang panjang with them because they looked super busy with their work, but at least we had that littlelittle conversations. the teachers were super awesome even though initially, they were like @*&#(#@ ! during the last day, barulah nak berbaikbaik. the students are cute. mcm artis pun ada.

so, that's it for my SBE.

as for the assignments, i foresee my dark future grades. arghh. my place (katil,meja) was sooooo messy with all the teaching aids and blablabla. urghh. can't wait to see my practicum life. uhhh.







yeahyeah. really can't wait for practicum. avada kedavra !

an angel in disguise?

emosi tak terkawal bila baca berita Metro (today) kolum berita. seorang ibu merakam anaknya dirogol oleh teman lelaki.

seriously rasa sedih bila baca berita nie. geram and marah, budak uh baru 11 tahun and ibu yang sepatutnya menjadi malaikat kepada KANAK-KANAK PEREMPUAN tersebut dah jadi DAJAL.

hukuman penjara 20 tahun pun belum tentu dapat ubati trauma budak uh.

semoga Allah balas segala perbuatan kamu semua.