mixed pot .

the title for this entry is 'mixed pot'. i'm not sure why did i choose this title, whether it is interesting or not, i don't even care. maybe some mixed stories and emotions here.

first of all . i just know that our HOD and some wardens were discussing about the students who went back home before 19th of November . okay, i found out from my friend, Iqa . err, feel quite scared but i'm wondering why were they discussing about this. and furthermore, only English Department were involved in this meeting . oh my ! i know that i am wrong, went back soooo early . on Sat if im not mistaken . so whattt ? a week before the 'real' date . it is just because my dad couldnt pick me up the following week, thats why i went back a little bit early from the others . i just don't understand the system here . there were also some people who went back early, there's nothing much action were taken . whoever they are, they are still students ayte ? they are still under the 174 ayte ? huh . just don't understand . furthermore, we don't have classes anymore. why should we stay there ? who wants to celebrate the Eid there ? oh my ! whatever the punishments will be, please don't cut on our allowances . we still need the allowance for survival .

secondly. i've changed the layout for my blog. it's quite nice for me. but, fyi, i don't like it too much. it looks like a mess blog . but, when i was looking for something superb for my blog layout, this is the only marvellous superb gila chantek pny layout . i think so . i couldnt find any layout that is 'eye-catchy' enough for my blog . this is the one . layanlaaa ~

holidays . idk what to do during holidays time. (err, its actually holidays or holiday ? someone, help me with this thing). i bought a bunch of novels, err . Thirst, The Socerer's Apprentice, Eclipse, Shiver, Pride and Prejudice and many more. the list goes on. the thing is, i take a lot of time to finish even an English novel . i am quite slow in reading English materials (my bad!) and i'm trying to cope with it . ohhh . kesian teacher wannabe sorang ney kan . uhukuhukkuhukk ! okay, my mum is crazy listening to her favourite ustaz , Ustaz Kazim . every weekend, okay. almost everynight she will listen to him . repeat punya pon jalan . the same goes to my abah . tak habeshabes Ustaz Kazaim depa . my lil bro plak, sign in fb, chatting 24 hours non-stop with his beloved friends . haiyaa . mentangmentang exam da habes . he takes advantage on a pc and 2 laptops in my house . okay, good for him after the struggling period . let him socialize in the 'maya' world .

i have 2 new allergies . firstly, cats . even if i touch them, the virus will spread quickly, runs in my blood vessels. (nonsense ). okay, i just this new kind of allergy . and i really hate it . ohhh, suratan takdir nasibku ... i will get my eyes icthy, my nose running greatly with the fluid (oh goshh !) , headache, my body will become hotter and it's quite difficult for me to breath . ohhhh, kesian teacher wannabe nie kan . i can't even touch them, or be close to them . idk how to live in this house because we have 4 cats . awesome ayte ? okay, my cute big fat cats, stay outside . i will give your food, outside okay ? go and play, run awayyyy ! lalalalala. insane . another allergy is i'm allergic to dust . habukhabukhabuk . i think, most people have the same allergy as me ayte ? uhuk . it's just difficult for me to clean up my own room (yg berhabuk gila uhh) because i don't have maid or pembantu rumah to deal with the room . both of my parents are working, swasta plak uh . only a day of rest. so, no one is watching the room except for the invisible one. (jengjengjeng). so, a day of cleaning my own room, 4 days of flu ! ohh myy ! + cats some more . mmg berpenyakit ah .

so, thats all. byee . muchas thanks for reading !

happy idul adha + happy anniversary !

happyhappyhappy Idul Adha for all Muslims around the world ! may Allah bless all of us . this celebration reminds us about the sacrifice made by the prophet Abraham and Ishmael . The prophet Abraham needed to sacrifice her son, Ishmael as an act of obedience to Allah. so, as Muslims, we need to celebrate this festival as a remembrance for this sacrifice .

and happy anniversary to my parents . hehe. may Allah bless your marriage with these two good kids . kankankan ? hahahaha ! i love both of you . (^_^) cepatcepat pegi haji ye . mmg jelesh tgk org len pegi haji en ? lallaaa . takpa, work hard,pray hard okay ? may Allah bless ! (^_^)

ade style tak rmbut kami ?

! tengtong !

ohehe. nothing much to say, but too much to write . finished with the exam, lecturers (perhaps..haha !), the Batu Caves stairs of lovely and inspiring IPBA (muahaha, hyperbole !) baju kurung (lalalala), heels, locker yg mcm sarang tikus (opsss!), bilik yg sempit (wahh..tak bersyukor pny olang ), wardens and the list goes on .

actually, this post is specially made (wahhh !) to those people who helped me much, directly and indirectly for my one and half year here, in IPBA. haha, tenkiu so much to those people . you are so kind !

mentor - Madam Tan Aig Bee . (merangkap lecturer SS and LS)

i think i can't meet you before i say byebye to IPBA for 6 weeks, since you are happily in Qabul right now. but one thing is, i miss you ! haha, for almost 2 weeks you are not here . huuuu. tenkiu for the precious advice, thoughts and time . i really appreciate it , the advice that i most remember is "if you help people, people will help you". thank you so much madam. thank you for the golden opportunities that you gave me inside and outside the class. thank you for sometimes listening to our problems in the class . we know that you are a very busy person, but you were still there to listen to us . you are such a great listener. thank you so much for the guidance, show me the right path for the assignments . wheetwheet ! oh ya ! almost forgotten. thank you for the foods that you gave me . free of charge aite ? hahahaha ! love you !

Mr. Thirru @ Thirrummurthy ( LDV & LS )

oh sir, for the first time i saw you, i know you are a perfectionist . and, my assumption is right . haih . (=.=) but, i really enjoyed your lessons and class. quite demanding, but we moved on slowly to achieve your target. and our aim too . u show us the path, err. a worn path i reckon. but, honestly. one step in ur class, then, the mind starts thinking on serious issues happened on the earth . hahahaha ! i know that u are upset with our slow moving process, i'm so sorry . :( but, still wanna say thank you so much sir !

Madam Rekha. ( ES )

2 semesters being ur rep, thank you madam. thank you for the general knowledge that you gave us . ohh man. u are so great because you are rich ! rich in knowledge ! huh . i wish i can be like you . whuuuuu ! thank you so much madam . thank you for giving me high marks in the assignment. there's one thing that i can still remember until now. thank you ~ (^_^)
you said that 'sufi, you are good. you can go further you know'. oh my ! rasa mcm nk pengsan. but mam, muchas gracias for this motivating compliment. thank you so much !

Mr Razak

thank you sir . thank you for everything , and , i'm sorry because i always fall asleep in your class. i don't know why . i really love your class, especially the 'take five' part . we took thirty ! hahhaaha ! sorry sir, couldnt help with that . hihihi . i wish i can score your paper with colourful flying colours ! hope so, ameen .

and for all lecturers, Mr. Mano, Madam Noriah, and those who have taught me, thank you so much ! there's nothing much i can write here, but thank you !

classmates (semue ye, takde pilihpilih kaseh)

tenkiu for being my classmates . oh, sorry for everything . for harsh words or anything, i didn't meant that . sorry guys, i love you. thank you for being so much friendly. thank you !~

err, housemates (rase mcm same je housemates ngan classmates ney )

err, thank you ah . hehehe . i don't know what to say . hahaha . next year, klu ada rejeki, jumpe ah agy . hehehehehee. keep our house clean please !

kak nisa

oh sis, thank you so much for checking my assignments and everything that you have done to me . thank you so much. and sorry because i don't have time to see you again . you are going to graduate from ipba aite ? so, the percentage of not meeting each other is sooo high. its okay, we have fb aite ? so, make full use of fb now . btw, miss you and muchas gracias ! (^_^) hope u will be a great teacher in whatever u do in future ! love ya !

err, geng bearie, and song .

haha, the people are the same actually . tp takpe ahh. okay guys, be strong okay ? people may judge us like veryveryvery bad girls, but we know ourselves better aite ? so, ignore all the bad busuk compliments . just be ourselves . hehe, wherever u are eh . sayang awokawok semue ! muahmuahmuahhhh ! hehehhhe ! (^_^) maybe next year we won't see each other again for 24 hours, but, i really hope that we can just stay like this . hoyeah . enjoy your hols, okay !

so, millions big fat thank you to akakabang library, akakabang canteen, and all for helping me during my foundation year . thank you so much ! see you guys next year !

~Dear God ~

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again