raya oh raya!

wuuu.salam guys. err. Happy Eid Mubarak! kt sini,nk mntak maaf bykbyk klu sy pnh buat salah kt korang semua. terumpat ke,ter'ngutuk' ke. semua yg terter ah.

HAPPY EID MUBARAK!
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!

actually, nk crite ar sket kt sini. raya taun ney agak meriah la if compared to last year pny. tak tawulah knp. maybe sbb ikut mak abah pegi keliling kampung, carik umah spupu dua pupu tiga pupu yg sngt byk uh. so,syok sket la even though ekonomi duwet raya taun neyh merudum dgn sngt obvious and mendadak! keturunanku sngtlah ramai,smpai dah tak knal. maklumlah,once a year bru jumpak, n berkenalan balek. sebuklah semua macik pacik paksu mak long tny itu ini. but, i don't mind. bes jugak~

first day uh mcm agak nk pengsan sbb right after solat sunat raya,semua dah sebuk serbu umah tok (nenek) and tok wan (atok). uhh,penat oh melayan adek beradek yg bersepah uh. brapa kali sy msk air,nk make sure semua org dpt minum. luckily,ada mak. fuhhh,relieved jap. every year, sy n family mmg balek umah tok n tok wan, so mmg takda la kt umah sndri for few days. yg best, pegi umah mak teh,semua org yg da kawen, yg still muda agy, semua dah bwk perut oh! ada yg 7 bulan, 5 bulan, 8 bulan. yg nk deliver next month. semua dh pegi scan, and maybe byklah baby girls in my extremely enormous family ney. wuuuuuuuu.

first day mmg mcm nk pengsan sbb the day before uh, dr lepas sahur, trus balek, trus smpai, trus buat kerja. immediately! aiyooo. msak rendang (penat gilos!),buat kuah kacang (terlebih manis), lemang, sup tulang, chicken curry and lemang. gilos~ mlm uh, mmg lepas isyak, trus syahid ngan mak. hahak~

bgn pagi, abah plg semangat. baju raya dpt free (kain je la). org surau kasik. pkul 5.30 pg beliau dah bgn, lepas mndi sunat raya trus pkai bj raya. solat subuh ngan bj raya. aduhai ayahanda, naseb baek ayahanda kelihatan chantek dan handsome. hahak! adek plak,kelam kabut. aduss~
sy,mcm biasa. cool. sejuk gilos pepagi buta nk mandi. mak la plg cool. bgn pagi,pegi dapur. buat kopi. minum,mandi. pastu, buatlah apaapa yg patot.

okay.next story. i just realised that i have a cousin yg sngt tggi. wuuuuu. tinggi and tegap. taller than my lil bro uh, dala bru form 2. first tyme raya umah toksu (he is the grandson of toksu) agak speechless and i thought he was form 5. tnytny, upanya bru form 2. dahla byk ckp. aiyooo.smlm dia dtg umah tok wan with his lil bro yg baru year 5, bising gilos! meriah umah dibuatnya~ haiyakkk!

ha,other story. just wanna share opinions about the murderer involving the CIMB's billionaire. huhhh. extremely tragis. u guys msti dah tawu en psl sosilawati yg mati kene bunuh, and her dead body kna bakar sbb nk hapuskan bukti. not her alone, but another 3 persons were killed too. haiyaa. her lawyer, pegawai bank and her driver. adoi. kesian sngt. my mum said that semua ney dah dirancang ngan penuh teliti by the pembunuh. apa la! tak fkir ke psal family diorang? uhh,.sngt kesian. aidilfitri dorang msti sngt suram. but, i'm wondering, something bad msti berlaku lah kan. agak weird klu tuan tanah mntak duwet rm 4 juta secara cash! knp tak cheque je? byk tue rm4 juta. bank pown tak brani bwk cash byk mcm tue. dorang pown bwk as max as rm2 juta ja. must be something hidden behind this tragedy. so, kpd pihak polis, tolonglah cepat selesai kes nie. pity them. anak-anak dye lg. aihhh. ajal maut di tgn Allah kn. tp,culprits uh msti kna dpt hukuman yg setimpal. kesian. sbb duwet,manusia berubah jd binatang.


p/s - about the recent post, about the baitul muslim, ada seorang hamba allah ney menegur. thanks to him/her. baitul muslim is actually perkahwinan mengikut Islam. bukan bercinta mengikut Islam. thanks anonymous.

dear AgOny.

"pompuan tak suke klu ade laki rapat ngan dye sematemate nk tackle kwn dye yg chantek"

oh,sangatla agree with this statement. i think this is the thing that is happening to me now. uhukk!
susa la kwn ngan org chantek ney. tak pepasal aku pown terlibat ngan mslah dye. tmbah dosa agy, ngumpat agy. aiyoooo!

IPBA. klas tesl 3.4. mmg ramai la en yg chantek dlm klas uh. undeniable ah. pompuan klas aku mmg chantek. hotzahhh. ramai nk tackle. tp,apsal yang tak chantek ney yg jadik mangsa korang nk libatkan ngan mslah korang? dahla psl lelaki. pening ahhhh!

yg si lelaki plak,mangkok hayun tol lah. aku da ckp,tak reti bhsa. nyampah woh kekadang. seyes nyampah! klu chatting kt ym je, kt manemane je la en,msti nk tny psl pompuan klas aku. pahal?
klu brani tackle ah sndri!

jgn la ingt aku ney ramah ke ape ke.ko bole gune aku sesuka aty. sila blah! puhlease ye! aku tak pnah la plak nk nyusahkan korang ngan soalansoalan psal budak klas korang. ade ke? puhlease!
tak pnah kan? so,korang pown takya la tny psl budak klas aku kt aku. klu nk jugak, tny budak laen ah. aku rimas. fullstop.

kdgkdg terpkir ah,kenape la nk pening kpla fkir semua ney? semua ney cume bende iklan smpingan je kowt. takya la pkir sngt wey! klu nk pkir pown,pkir sensorang je bole? jgn la nk libatkan org laen dlm mslah percintaan korang uh. org tak reply msg pown kecoh!

aku kekadang nk buat pekak je,yelah. sape suro korang carik mslah? tanggung sndri. korang kononkonon taknak bercinta sblum kawen la. pdal,korang mnggedik pegi msgmsg tue apahal? same jela. maybe takde istilah bercinta kt situ,tp still same kan? msg jugak kan? pastu, hah. heret satu klas terlibat ngan mslah korang ney. ha,baguslah uh. ape gune kwn klass klu tak share mslah kan?

setawu aku,aku tak pnah la plak volunteerkan dri nk menyebok dlm mslah org. kankankan? smpai aku sndri naek rimas,nyampah. psl group work ke, ape ke. tak pnah plak korang nk pening. psl hal ney,pening la plak. smpai migrain,muntahmuntah kan.

nk share satu bnde. mmg ah takde org nk tackle aku pown,so what? ade mslah ke wey? aku sndri pown tak kesah.so, korang bole la nk jadikan aku sbg kaunter pertnyaan ey? bole pegi mampus la eh. rimas la wey. klu korang nk sngt tackle budak klas aku,pegi ah sndri. nie tak,semue bnde nk tny aku. rimas dowh~!

budak-budak klass aku plak, klu dah tak suke,bgtawu ah elokelok. ney tak,dlm tak suke pown, dlm taknak bercinta sebelum kawen pown, same jugak tahap melayannya. rimas lah nk dgr crite korang lg!

aku sbg kwn,nk nasihat ah sket. untuk dri aku n jugak korang semue eh. korang kn kwn aku kt ipba ney. jgn libatkan dri ngan mslah yg tak patot. dn paling penting, jgn libatkan org len dlm mslah korang yg ntah pape uh. sekian.

yg tgh menyampah,

hidup ini masam manis.

aish. kali ney dlm bm la plak. asyek tulih omputeh je. (hahaha,dahla omputeh tergagapgagap).
okayla. nk citer psl baitulmuslim skrg ney. tawu tak baitulmuslim tue ape? haa. baitulmuslim tue mksudnye perkahwinan/percintaan dlm Islam. haaa,ney semue sbb semue post,tag,notes,gamba, video dlm fb semuenye psl baitulmuslim ney haa.

selalunye yg post ney kekawan yg tgh bercinta mengikut landasan Islam (yeke??!!) kt FB sane. ermm. kekadang,RIMAS! serius tak tipooo weyy! bukannye taknak menuntut ilmu psl baitulmuslim ney,tp tgkla keadaan dulu.

antara notes,video, yg ditag ialah:

1) ciri-ciri bakal suami (yg Islamic punye)
2) ciri-ciri bakal isteri (yg Islamic jugaklah ye)
3) tandatanda dia adalah jodoh kamu (aihhh)

bnyk lagila. videovideo chenta sanasini. sy kenal syg sayalah. awk,sy pergi dulu.

aishhhh. sy bukan ape,cume sy rase sy tak termasuk agy dlm golongangolongan ney. adoi,dri sndri pown masik tercarikcarik lg cinta hakiki ney. cinta ibu bapa yg penting uh.

kekadang serius rase sngt rimas bile tgk home FB, masingmasing nk tunjuk rase kasih sayang cinta kt gf/bf masingmasing. klu kekadang tue,sy mmg tak kesah. tp,klu setiap hari,setiap post?
ape semua neyh???

kekadang rase nk delete je manusia tersebut,tp, bila difikirkan balek, tak bole. nnt nk contact susah. dahla sy ney jenis mls nk mesejmesej via phone ney. mls nk menaip. hahahaa! logik tak?
so,tahan je hati tgk.

kekadang rasa mcm nk tegur,tp, hanya hati jela yg mampu berkatakata. nnt bila ditegur,org ckp bajet alim lah plak kn. tak pown ckp, "yela,ko kan takde org nk ngorat/tackle. senanglah ckp".

mmg takde org nk tackle pown. hahak. sedar dri. tp,mcm agak takde makne korang asyek postpost bnde yg alaala Islamic love ney,klu korang sndri pown tak buat. sbg contoh la kan, korang tak bg org kapel ney kluar berduaan. tp,korang pown same je. kluar g mydin la, smpai mlm lg. jalan sesame dr kerinchi, smpai ipba,smpai dlm ipba. so,whats the points weyyyy? aku mmg sahlah tak terase klu korang ckp blablabla mcm tue pown, sbb aku tak buat. so whattt?
tp,bende tuh semue berbalek kt korang la. cube semak balek.

pastu, yg sebuk nk carik pasangan ideal masingmasing. adoi,diri sndri pown takde arah lg. mcm mne nk carik psgn yg ideal klu dri sndri tak ideal? (eh,ape ayat aku ney??) haa.lebey kurangla.
maksud sy kt sini,kite knela jd org yg baek klu nk psgn yg baek kan? haaa.

sy bukan tak suke org bercinta ney eyyy. cume,kekadang rase menyampah la blablabla. lantak koranglah.

p/s = ini luahan isi hati. je.

NEVER take for granted of everything that appears in our life.

salam my heart and everyone who are willing to read my nonsense writing. actually,the thing that triggers my mood to write for tonite is a post from a friend (not actually friend) in UM, a very strong person i reckon.

in her post,it is stated that she just lost her best friend(a guy),and feeling guilty on his death.

the story of this tragic death began after solat jumaat. the allahyarham was rushing going back to his dorm,remembering of his promise with one of her girlfriends to go out to mid valley. he left her hp and wallet in his room. unluckily, the room was locked by his roomate. he decided to climb through the wall,and he didn't wear his spectacles. couldn't control himself,then he fell down from the fifth floor. and he died...innalillah~

in meanwhile i was reading the post,suddenly i feel that my heart sank to the deepest level. o ya Allah,i know You want to test Your true believers. o ya Allah,please strengthen our hearts,our souls so we will be in the right path. the path that You provide for us. the best way that You show to us.

actually,i was about to cry when reading her post. ya Allah,sedihnya~ a big lost in our life,when the people we love,we care are not in front of our eyes anymore. oh sedihya hati,ralatnya jiwa.
and the most important thing, we are not there when he/she needs us. during the last breath of him/her,we were not there to listen to his last word. to listen to his/her almost soundless voice. o ya Allah!

yesterday,he ( i use 'he' instead of he/she) stood, and smiled at us. his smile,can take us to another planet. o ya Allah! thank you for this friend. yesterday,he motivated us, not to give up easily. yesterday,he said he will make sure that we will success in our life. yesterday,he promised to accompany us study,make sure we will not repeat the paper.

today,he lies on the ground,his face is covered by his own blood on the rainy day. o ya Allah,and we were not there.

semoga roh allahyarham berada dalam perlindunganNya. amin...

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*this post is based on someone's post.u can read from the link above*.